One day at school a girl was asked to a party by a boy she had liked for years. Of course, saying yes she headed home happily. The girl asked her parents if she could go out that night but was turned down. Her parents were going out to eat for their anniversary and didn't want her to go. Besides, they reasoned, you don't even know this boy very well. The girl agreed sullenly and went to her room. Calling her friend, she made plans to pretend to spend the night there while really going to the party. Her friend agreed and the girl tricked her parents into letting her stay with her close friend. Saying goodbye to her parents the girl left to her friends house where she told the boy to pick her up. The boy arrived on time and they left for the party. The girl felt so excited to be with the boy that she liked, that at first she didn't mind that he was drinking. Soon, even she had consumed alcohol and was feeling good about coming. Waviing goodbye they both piled into the car, with the boy driving. As they drove, he kept on swerving and increasing the speed. You're going to fast! she complained giggling a bit. Suddenly the boy crossed a red light and crashed into a car that was turning in front of them.

Two days later the girl woke up in the hospital. Looking around she spotted a nurse sitting in the corner. The nurse smiled and asked how she was feeling. The girl could only nod her head before quickly asking what had happened. The nurse lowered her eyes as she explained that her crush had survived but the people in the other car had died. The girl felt tears welling up in her eyes as she thought about their families. As they began to fall down her face the girl pleaded for the nurse to tell the deceased's families how sorry she was. Looking at the girl with anguished eyes, the nurse turned her head away and quickly got up. Please! the girl cried out. Tell them I'm so sorry! Nodding her head once the nurse fled from the room, hiding the tears that were already streaming donw her own two cheeks. How could she be the one to tell the girl, that the people who died that night, that were in the other car were her parents returning home from the restaraunt?

"Every day we make choices, and every night we must sleep with the consequences of those choices."

This was claimed to be a true story.


I hate the fact that I can never hate you and the fact that I'll always love you no matter what you put me through.

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Today... can i just be a little sad? life has not been going smoothly for me no matter how hard. Sorry friends if i appeared moody for the past few days. I guess today will be another day. U all have seen my smile and laughter but i had forced them out. I had a nightmare today morning at 7plus and i could not sleep after that. It seems like i'm the only one out here in this world. I feel so isolated and depressed. When will this ever stop?... Will God help me?...

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Back to updates again. These few days prelims are so hard. Especially physics and chem. Chem not enough time to do. Physics... Like they are manupilating the english so much that i don understand what the question is asking for... Haish... Just reached home at 9 plus... No mood to sleep well again...

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Yesterday was raining... thought for 1 moment orchard was gonna flood. Well, me, jinwei,santhosh & azman went to orchard to buy ticket for 3-d airbender. But only got first row seats available so we bought the ticket at 7pm. Ate burger king and stroll in takashimaya, wisma & orchard ion. then slack in borders in orchard ion then 6 jiu go back cathay. Bought popcorns and i am broke. No money for dinner also. The movie only shows water chapter and it sux. =X Well, had some jokes at there even though feeling depressed. We walk from orchard ion to istana park then take bus 174 near doby. The entire bus trip was like 1 hour and i felt sleepy which the time was like 10 plus already. Reached home and bath then went to bed at midnight plus. But entire night could not sleep. Sian.

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