Tuesday, September 28, 2010
|Tuesday, September 28, 2010|
Something so hard
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.
I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;
but I'm dying inside.
The world seems to be fading,
and I just want to run and hide.
Everywhere I go I see your face,
and realize how much I miss you;
and on the day you are gone
a piece of me died too.
Reflecting on the past.....
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Sunday, September 26, 2010
|Sunday, September 26, 2010|
Reflecting on the past.....
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Saturday, September 25, 2010
|Saturday, September 25, 2010|
I look at the dark sky...
I look at the solemn trees...
Everything around me is nothing but a breeze...
How I wish someone was right beside me...
And lie on my shoulder...
hold my hands and comfort me...
The only thing accompanying me is my chocolate milk...
What's left in me is just plain sorrow and pain...
Which follows me wherever i go...
Why won it go away?...
And make me happy?...
Life sux to the core...
So why won God change my life?...
Reflecting on the past.....
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Thursday, September 23, 2010
|Thursday, September 23, 2010|
Reflecting on the past.....
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|Thursday, September 23, 2010|
What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?
When your tired of living and playing this game?
when you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?
What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul?
When you smile and laugh but you know its all a show?
When you feel like you've hit your all time low?
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?
What do you call it when you feel so alone?
When your in your house but it don't feel like home?
When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong?
When the wait to die seems too long...
Reflecting on the past.....
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Sunday, September 19, 2010
|Sunday, September 19, 2010|
Reflecting on the past.....
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Friday, September 17, 2010
|Friday, September 17, 2010|
There is a tear embedded in my heart
A lonely tear so cold and so dark
A tear is embedded and taken hold
A lonely tear fills my poor empty soul
There is a tear no one can see
A lonely tear sobs in deep misery
A tear with no hope for tomorrow
A lonely tear consumed in hopeless sorrow
There is a tear inside my tortured chest
A lonely tear longing for a gentle caress
A tear is shed for someone to hold
A lonely tear which I cannot control
There is a tear deep inside, so cold
A lonely tear has engulfed my soul
A tear which cries for someone to care
A lonely tear so full of despair
There is a tear which drowns my heart
A lonely tear for a world fallen apart
A tear has been cried with misery and pain
A lonely tear whose love was in vain...
Although my experiences may not be the same
Somehow i felt the same like this poem...
Reflecting on the past.....
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|Friday, September 17, 2010|
Reflecting on the past.....
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
|Wednesday, September 15, 2010|
Question
Pain is the greatest, yet worst, thing that scar's my life.
All those suffer and hate.
I can't stand it anymore...
Miseries.people dying.people get hurt.
Is this what God mend with life?
And still.there is one question spinning in my head.
Why?
Why me?
Why can't I be happy?
It seems that this question will drown in my river of pain,
deep inside my head.
A question that will never be answered.
