Finding someone who will just listen, hold, and love me

My search is still on but I'm growing weak

Watching everyone else love just makes my life seem so bleak

I'm finding it harder and harder to cope

After it died, my last glimmer of hope

After countless times listening to every love song

Maybe love plus me just equals wrong

My imagination fools my heart into thinking love is still out there

Afraid of rejection, i wouldn't dare

I wish my heart could only see

That i am destined to be lonely

Reflecting on the past.....
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Well, my own dinner outing and borrowing library books were cancelled. Why??? Cos i was too tired from work and have to carry many things today. Injured my arm nerve slightly and i hope it won affect my work tmr. =(

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Yesterday i turned in at 10plus. But until 12plus, i still cant sleep. Well, today is a hot and bright morning. Guess its time to write about my thoughts again about yesterday. I wore my prom clothes again for my mum's didi wedding (uncle?). kinda look weird so i didn't wear spec since there is nth to see also. Tried to attend the guests which i purposely choose those which i know but got snatched by my bro and some other people which i dunno who. Sad =( so before that i drank 2 wine glass of tiger mixed with sprite which was quite nice actually when u eat with peanuts. Cos i did not eat or drink anything in the morning and have to wait till 1plus to start the wedding lunch. Sounds weird i know. =X After that rushed to sm birthday and wish her happy birthday. Afterwhich, actually i feel like going with ur guys but i only got 17 left and its reserved for my daily lunch after my harsh work. Well, bad luck for me. Christmas is coming and i hope to post all the christmas trees i have taken in facebook and eat my own christmas dinner which i think i should have my pay by then already. Sadly, i still have to work on that day and i'm not sure if i have to work ot anot. =( My plans for today??? Work, eat lunch, rest awhile at home and eat my own dinner in jp which i haven went for weeks alone. Then i shall borrow some books to entertain myself so i won be so bored. Kay. Shall prepare for work. Wish ur good luck everyone and belated Merry Christmas!

Reflecting on the past.....
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Today is the first day i started working. Almost fall when climbing up the ladder to carry box of heavy stuffs. After awhile i already get used to it le. Not bad my current job. Although its very harsh, its still fun working with adults. Your want to know where i work? Make a guess. Hint: In gek poh. Just don dee siao me k le. =X

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