Its been very long since i updated my blog. Actually that might be a good thing because that way nobody will expect anything out of my blog. Now i no longer feel anything at all. It's like my mind and thoughts are numbed. These few months i started to have a bad habit of sleeping over midnight and the latest at 4am plus. I know it's really bad for me as my insomnia gets worse but I just don find the reason to sleep early. Sometimes I will just restrict myself from going out and stay at home all day doing nothing but playing computer games. It's really getting out of hand for me and I feel more and more sick of it expecially playing the same thing everyday from morning to midnight at least... How I wish there is a ray of light to shine on me and brighten up my life... where are you when i needed you the most?...

Reflecting on the past.....
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